Such darkness within me,
Dare I move?
Dare I leave my room?
I wait,
Wait for something to change,
But nothing ever does.
A day passes,
I feel such boredom,
A week has now passed and I feel no different.
I keep waiting,
Waiting for something to happen,
But still nothing.
A child once ever so full of happiness,
Such meaning,
Now full of darkness, and meaningless.
I wonder,
Wonder why waiting is needed,
Is there any point in waiting anymore?
Each day I wait and cry,
Is it my time to die?
My time to go away,
To be no more today,
Each day I wait in sorrow,
Wondering if there will be no tomorrow,
Each day I wait in sadness,
Why must I live through all this madness?
Each day I wait, but why?
There is no need to cry,
The pain can go away,
In one very simple way,
Today is my day to die,
To feel this pain no more,
To finally be happy,
No more need to feel so crappy,
No more need to feel such pain today.
As from now on, it will be no more,
It has finally gone away…
Each day just like the other,
Each day just passing by,
Each day just bringing closer,
The day I finally die.
Each day I cry in sorrow,
Each time falling apart,
Each time I feel such pain,
Deep down within my heart.
Such time waiting alone,
Such time going away,
Why must I feel like this,
Each time and every day?
The time of life is limited,
Precious some say,
But soon my time will end,
Will all have gone away.
Each day just like the other,
Each day just passing by,
Each day just bringing closer,
The day I finally die.
Each day I cry in sorrow,
Each time falling apart,
Each time I feel such pain,
Deep down within my heart.
Such time waiting alone,
Such time going away,
Why must I feel like this,
Each time and every day?
The time of life is limited,
Precious some say,
But soon my time will end,
Will all have gone away.
Each day I wait and cry,
Is it my time to die?
My time to go away,
To be no more today,
Each day I wait in sorrow,
Wondering if there will be no tomorrow,
Each day I wait in sadness,
Why must I live through all this madness?
Each day I wait, but why?
There is no need to cry,
The pain can go away,
In one very simple way,
Today is my day to die,
To feel this pain no more,
To finally be happy,
No more need to feel so crappy,
No more need to feel such pain today.
As from now on, it will be no more,
It has finally gone away…
Such darkness within me,
Dare I move?
Dare I leave my room?
I wait,
Wait for something to change,
But nothing ever does.
A day passes,
I feel such boredom,
A week has now passed and I feel no different.
I keep waiting,
Waiting for something to happen,
But still nothing.
A child once ever so full of happiness,
Such meaning,
Now full of darkness, and meaningless.
I wonder,
Wonder why waiting is needed,
Is there any point in waiting anymore?